the moment that changed my life.

My two-year-old sister, Siri, awoke with a cry for my mother. I picked her up and soothed her sobs as I took her into our living room, explaining that Mother would soon be out of the shower. I laid her on the couch and turned to continue with my before-school routine. Hearing gasping sounds, I snapped back around. When I picked her up, her neck rolled around as though it had snapped. I ran my baby sister to my mother who jumped out of the shower and immediately started CPR. With a trembling voice, I called 911.

Siri ended up in Primary Children's Hospital, where I visited her daily. After her condition was regulated, Siri returned home. Instead of feeling relieved at her homecoming, I felt overwhelming concern. Sleep left me. Some nights, the fear of her dying clenched my chest causing rapid ineffective breathing. On my knees, I cried for comfort. Warmth flooded my soul with a feeling of peace that my angel would remain on Earth. Heavenly Father has a plan for us and will send comfort when we are in need. This message of hope is one that continues to help me get through trials of adversity.

my sister.

Brit is the nicest girl I have ever met. she was born on my second birthday. needless to say she is the best birthday present i could ever hoped for. she is my little sister and i love her. i love hearing all of her stories. and trying to help her? nah she doesnt need help. she is all grown up. haha well you boys. love her and treat her well cuz she only deserves the best.

Stress.

im a senior. which i can hardly believe. it seemed like only yesterday i entered the halls of the scary high school with a total of two friends. i have changed so much. some for the better. and some well is questionable. anyways, college. it is kind of a big deal. i have no idea where i am going and how i am going to pay for it. all i can say is that i am stressed. i look around and it seems like everyone i know has a plan. they know where they are going, what the want to be, and a plan of paying it off. me on the other hand. absolutely no where close to any of that. oh well. i just need to have faith in the Lord and listen to where he knows i should be. i am no officially done complaining. life is good. love it.

mexi love :)

i sometimes watch mexicans make out. just for fun. i call them my mexi lovers. and admire there love from a distance. one day i will be a skank. be a wanna be black. then make out in the halls for all my fellow passer bys to feel envious. or wanna puke. depends on their views on PDA. either way. it will be love. no matter what my mother or bishop will say.

i love bein a creeeepa.

halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeen

Oh the joys of watching girls walk around in tight fit cloth. I don't say clothes for the

that what they are wearing isnt nearly covering enough.

well anyway... I aint no skank. and i am proud of it.

Oh and by the way. it makes me really happy that jiggles was a lion.

RAWRRRRRRR.

kelsey waters.

kelsey waters. she is my best friend. sometimes i miss her a lot as she is away at college. i may have seen her all yesterday. but that's beside the point. i helped drive her down to the land of turkeys. we danced a lot. were magicians. and may have written all over each others temples. we ARE best friends. that makes it okay. i love her a lot. she is the only one that i can fully tell all my problems to. thats why she best be coming up this weekend. or i may just die a little on the inside.

dang it all.

i am terrified of college. yes it is a little less than a year away. but i am still shaking in my boots. i seem to fall for boys that i don't want to. then can't get over them. I HATE THIS. but life is good. luckily i have the best friends any girl could dream of.

7 Random things about ME?

hmmmm...

1. #1 pet peeve. brothers kissing their wives in front of me.

2. i am terrified of the least dangerous animals. Birds.

3. i went to a charter school from 4th-9th grade.

4. may love being hugged. just too shy to initiate.

5. have a tendency of being locked out of my house.

6. when i am in a bad mood, i shut up.

7. i cry over everything. not in front of people. (if only that were true)

I'm an Addict

I may or may not be addicted to my phone. people say I am. but I am in denial. well at least i was. i now have gone 8 hours without its glorious presence. and needless to say, i am dying.

BABY COME BACK!!!

Best Friends.

Definition of a best friend:

Kelsey Waters and Spencer Pincock. sometimes Bobby Riddle.

We eat lunch together. Listen to great music.

Complain about relationships... or the lack thereof.

Lose track of time.

Have dance parties with two adorable little girls.

Tickle the crap out of Spencer. (Kelsey and I kick his butt at it).

Sumo wrestling is a must and will become a frequent occurrence.

Pretend to punch kids we do not enjoy. Punch kids we actually enjoy.

Anywho these are my two best friends.

Be jealous.

Ho Bo

Hobo; (hoe-bo) - verb:

1. A man that is a hoe.

2. a homeless person who stalks you at restaurants.

(both could be used to describe the common man)

Excited? YUP!

People tell me that I don't show excitement.

But when I got asked to homecoming I screamed....

on the inside.

Tomorrow is the day. You and Me. :) I may like him.

Plus my best friend is in my group. What could be better then that?

Excited much? I sure am!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! :)

Dreamin'

This past week I have been having some of the strangest, rememberable, and lovable dreams. The cause? Possibly the staying up late causing lack of sleep. Or my mind is in some need of adventure. Either way, they have been quite exciting.

First dream.

On Tuesday I dreamed about going to the temple... Quite the adventure eh? Though that was enjoyable, the exciting part came after. I then ran into some of my guy friends and their lady friends and what would you know? We end up playing Call of Duty. Which then turned into us not just playing this magnificent game, but actually living it. We ran through tunnels getting away from body guards loaded with guns. Needless to say, I loved it!

Second dream

. I was a ghost. Yes a ghost. People could feel my touch and hear me. In some cases, see a glimpse of my sheer image. I would return to the other ghosts and talk freely. It was very strange. Yet, spying on people was super nice. Dreams are amazing!

Erik James

Though sometimes he may not know this, he is my best friend. Ever since I was born he would drag me around every where with him. And I mean literally drag me around. He would grab me by the shoulders and pull his little heart out to get me where he wanted to go. He then continued to do the same all throughout high school. Yes I may have shed a few tears to force him to take me along, but none the less I am so grateful he did. Erik is my inspiration for life. He is what makes me go on when times are rough. He is the greatest blessing on this earth to me. Can I say he is the best brother a girl could have? Because to me he sure is. I love him dearly.

When in doubt? SPOON

When the sunsets and the stars shine bright?

We spoon.

When the threatening lightening flashes throughout the sky?

We spoon.

When the rain seeps through the tent?

We spoon.

When the only dry bedding is two cots for six girls?

We spoon.

When in doubt at girls camp?

We spoon.

Greatest week of my life. Aka EFY

In years passed I have always heard the wonderful adventures of my friends at EFY. This year I knew I had to have one of these adventures for myself. So I did. As the number of days grew short, I got nervous. What if my room mate is shy and won't talk? What if...? My thoughts were negative. Thanks to Jesse and Kelsey, I calmed down a tad bit. Arriving in the morning I met the women in my group. At first I was scared I would not get along with them. But after a few hours, we were best friends. One of my what if's, what if the men in my group are ugly? Well lets just say that when the boys walked toward us girls, we all thought, "Awww crap." At first glance these men were not attractive at all. But after spending a day with them, their individual personality made them a decent group of men. I never knew you could honestly become such great friends with people that fast. But it happened. One time at breakfast I made the group laugh. One of the guys who did not talk much blurted out, "I like her, shes funny." Yes! After that he would be my only escort. We became the best of buds and he would help me rank the attractiveness of the men surrounding. It may be considered a tad feminine of him, but don't fret, he has a girl friend. The days flew by and the dreaded Friday night arrived. It was time for the goodbyes. As our group had our last devotional, I could not hold back the tears. Knowing I'd miss them was too much to bare. We cried and my knew found friend said he wouldn't, but as we walked back he put his arm around me and I saw a few tears. That night he texted me confessing, "I wasn't planning on crying but when I turned around and saw you were crying I just teared up."
Now it has been a month and I miss each one of them especially my favorite escort.

Summer Lovin'

Hands down I have the best of all best friends. Sun bathing like no ones business, eating doughnuts on a pipe in the late p.m., and obviously there has been chats about men. I am lovin that! :) Also, the best part of summer is yet to come. In fact it is just right around the the "river bend" as Pocahontas would say. I speak of the days of strawberries. Thats right, the days of strawberries or as some may call it, the days of hot cowboys. Strawberries and cream with best friends + feeding the cowboys with my best friend Kelsey = joy! Next week I am coming for you.

P.S. Kelsey I did a blog post just for you.

Luckies!

Sometimes my best friends graduate and I go watch graduation.

That's how much I love them.

I am going to miss you old farts.

Oh hey!

I will come sleep in your dorm rooms.

Or just creep outside your window...

Jiggles!

Dearest Jiggles,

This is for you.

"Sorry I was distracted by the beached whale."-Morgan

Oh the love I feel for choir.

My Life

Life. Laughter is my life. Yup that's about it.